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Freak Out
03:47
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FREAK OUT
Got a bully and it’s in my head yeah
I see a shadow and I know it wants me dead
I freaking out now
Can’t sleep I’m hypervigilant
I start off startled never resistant to noise
Every crack an attack
Don’t ya know the shadows coming for me yeah
You don’t see it so you don’t believe
But I swear and I dare to say that I’m not scared
My heart is pumping and my body’s on fire
My heart is jumping don’t ya call me a liar
Gonna drown in the sea of the drugs that I require
I’m freaking out yeah
I’m freaking out yeah
Why so sudden see my jumping about
I got a trigger and I’m lashing out, out, out, out, out
I’m circling down
Climb a roof and throw some bottles off
Blacking out looking for a punk to knock out
Show me some love
I’m freaking out yeah
I’m freaking out
I’m in a bed I don’t remember sleep no
Look at the sheets seems that I have been cut down
I’m bleeding out
I find a bottle get some ketamine
You see me limping but I’m on my feet
I’m broken
Can I turn this around
I’m freaking out yeah
I’m freaking out
I’m freaking out
I’m freaking out
Don’t you touch me
Don’t look at me
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2. |
Philly Jelly
03:08
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PHILLY JELLY
Sights will cut across the sky and hit you in the eyes
Yeah you wonder why it calls to you
Stay cause I feel pretty enough
To hold you over
But I, I get so jealous when you leave
Cause people treat me like a king (it was your idea)
Cause I’m your home
Yes me alone
Am I not pretty enough for you?
Am I not pretty enough for you?
Cause I will hold you again
You can’t leave me my friend
I got all the things you need to smile
Cause I’m your home
Yes I’m your home
And you will die inside of me
Yes you will die inside of me
Cause I’m your home
You think I’m gonna let you get away (no I won’t)
No I will be the final place you see (no I won’t)
And when you’re gone you don’t leave me
I’ll always see you in your dreams
Cause I’m your home
Yes me alone
Am I not pretty enough for you?
Am I not pretty enough for you?
Cause I will hold you again yeah
And you can’t leave me my friend
And I got all the things you need to smile
Cause I’m your home
Yes I’m your home
And you will die inside of me
Yes you will die inside of me
Cause I’m your home
And I’m in control
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3. |
Crazy
03:44
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CRAZY
I heard your words and I fell fro your lines
Trickling out in a voice that's confined to a melody eerie and sweet
I was hoping we’d meet
The visions I’d made of you through your songs
Were fuzzy yet pretty, a beautiful mind
All along, you’re a sight for a king
Then I heard you sing
I think you’re crazy and you think the same
I think you’re crazy and you think the same about me
Set on a stage lights surrounding your face
Band by your side to a friend I confide
They’re amazing the songs those eyes and that smile (smile…)
And then I said hi
The shit that you say and the way that you laugh
With your creepy ass voices it all brings me back
To the days of my youth when we’d say
Whatever we feel
I think you’re crazy and you think the same
I think you’re crazy and you think the same about me
I think you’re crazy and you think the same
I think you’re crazy and you think the same about me
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4. |
Interlude 1
01:35
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5. |
Percs of Life
04:06
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PERCS OF LIFE
Time to take away this room
Time to take away this room
Itchy eyes
Losing sight
Watch me slink away
Time to feel alive again
Time to be confined again
Stealing dimes
Cutting ties
Gonna happen to you
Time to take away this room
Keep my senses in a tomb
You numb my brain and body too
Time to take away this room
Time to take away this room…
Live life sober again...
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6. |
Yeah, No
02:56
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YEAH, NO
I went out and saw you drunk again
We went out to soak and rot
Haven’t you caught what it means to hold life
It means pain
It means pain
You’d better lift your eyes
Or I’ll watch you die
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7. |
JKayla
05:09
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JKAYLA
Rise and shine it’s time to ride to church
To kneel and pray and greet the day alert to say goodbye
Where the preachers preaching sin
Try and sell it again, well just stop this advice
Just let me weep in silence with the casket and the body inside
Saw the way you lost and found no hope
Keep to pills the haze will help you cope (escape escape)
You chose to freeze they say it’s peaceful
Pleasing to the brain
Cause when a body’s working fine but’s got a fucked up mind
There’s no god inside
There’s only fatal logic and the voice’s yelling
“My choice to die”
Rise and shine it’s time to go to church…
Kneel and pray to start the day alive
I could have been you
I should have been you
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8. |
Everyone Loves You
05:40
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EVERYONE LOVES YOU
Everyone loves you
Everyone needs you
Lord of this town
Fools chase you around
Cause everyone loves you
Everyone needs you to stay
Can’t get you away
Away from here
Outside the minor world you reign
Cause everyone loves you
Everyone needs
And everyone stays
You mold in the bar
Your mob never far
Ruler of piss
Your friends are all shit
Still everyone loves you
Everyone needs you
And everyone stays
And everyone loves you
Everyone needs you to stay
Bum bum bum
Do you think about yourself
Leaving this waste
There’s no need to wait
Let’s call it a date
I’ll see you at eight
And everyone loves you
Everyone needs you
And everyone stays
And everyone stays
And everyone loves you
Everyone needs you
And everyone stays
And everyone stays
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9. |
Everybody's Dying
02:46
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EVERYBODY’S DYING
Everybody’s dying
Yeah everybody’s dying
Bodies in the ground
Watch and stand around
Everybody’s shooting up
Falling down
Looking in
Bleeding out
Everybody’s dying
Yeah everybody’s dying
It could have been you
It could have been me
I know the thoughts
Living in the dark
You peice of shit
You’re better dead
Everybody’s dying
Everybody’s dying
Everybody’s dying
Everybody’s dying
Laugh out loud
A joker’s sound
Must be a trick
Our mind is sick
Everybody’s dying now
Everybody’s dying now
Everybody’s dying now
Dying now
Dying now, everybody’s dying now, everybody’s dying now…
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah dying dying...dead
Everybody’s dying now
Everybody’s dying now
Everybody’s dying now
Dying now
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10. |
Interlude 2
00:57
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11. |
Is It Real
05:39
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IS IT REAL?
I was born as a joke
Into a backdrop that didn’t know what is love
Eternally scared
A nail in the stairs
No luck on the draw
A card dealt by mistake
Neighborhoods fucked
Got beat down a lot
Filled my head with constant violence and rage
Took twenty seven years
To address the fear
Choke the drugs and thoughts of suicide
Now I feel stronger
But I strung you along
I’m sorry, I thought that I could love too
I guess that I lied
Still dead inside
How can I love if I’ve never seen love before
I’ve never seen love before…
Take a look into what I’m thinking
Step inside my head
I’m thinking die
I feel insane
Take a look into what I’m thinking
Cut into my brain
Take out a slice
I want this the most
Love this the most
To feel good about myself
To feel good about myself
Cause it’s not safe inside my head
No it’s not safe inside my head
But I feel good about myself
Yeah I will feel good about myself
Yeah I will feel good about myself
I feel good (end with the harmonic minor because it’s unsure)
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Curtis Cooper Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
My name is Curtis, this is my music
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