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Freak Out

from Messy by Curtis Cooper

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track about PTSD and all the crazy thoughts I'm stuck with now, and drugs and fighting

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FREAK OUT

Got a bully and it’s in my head yeah
I see a shadow and I know it wants me dead
I freaking out now

Can’t sleep I’m hypervigilant
I start off startled never resistant to noise
Every crack an attack

Don’t ya know the shadows coming for me yeah
You don’t see it so you don’t believe
But I swear and I dare to say that I’m not scared

My heart is pumping and my body’s on fire
My heart is jumping don’t ya call me a liar
Gonna drown in the sea of the drugs that I require

I’m freaking out yeah
I’m freaking out yeah

Why so sudden see my jumping about
I got a trigger and I’m lashing out, out, out, out, out
I’m circling down

Climb a roof and throw some bottles off
Blacking out looking for a punk to knock out
Show me some love

I’m freaking out yeah
I’m freaking out

I’m in a bed I don’t remember sleep no
Look at the sheets seems that I have been cut down
I’m bleeding out

I find a bottle get some ketamine
You see me limping but I’m on my feet
I’m broken
Can I turn this around

I’m freaking out yeah
I’m freaking out

I’m freaking out
I’m freaking out

Don’t you touch me
Don’t look at me

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from Messy, released November 13, 2017

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Curtis Cooper Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

My name is Curtis, this is my music

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